I feel old and its sucks

I just feel old and it sucks.

I can’t help it but I have just been feeling old all the time, I think since I got married last year.

I put on make up – I feel old
I dress up – I feel old
I check my face in the mirror - I feel old
I look at my body - I feel old
I talk to my collegues - I feel old
I hang out with friends - I feel old

I think I am fat, thus I feel old.

Hmmm....sigh....do you understand?