My health is Perfectly FINE but I don't feel fine.

February 2010

I wrote this June'09 and I kinda still feel the same now.

I feel that something is wrong.

I feel like something is not right with my body.

I must be sick, I am probably not in the best of health.

I need to do a whole body check up.

I need to find out what's wrong.

I did the body check up and they found nothing wrong.

The doctor said everything looks fine and even my cholesterol is lower than the year before.

"But...but...but...are you sure?" I said "Nothing is wrong?? But I don't feel well, I get head aches, my kneecap is in pain sometimes, my fingers are stiff, my stomach don't feel well etc etc etc"

I spoke for the next 15 minutes on all my potential sickly symptoms. There must be something wrong with me. Tell me what it is and give me the medication!!!!

Your medical test is looking great, everything is fine. Go home!

That's it??!!!! Am I really fine? I hope so.

It is Sept 2010 and I read something that gave me a fright. The symptoms look similar. I am probabaly scaring myself but I do want to talk to a doctor on my concerns. I pray that I am being overparanoid and my body is ok.

Toilet Paper when you need it

You are done, You look up and went "Uh oh!!

Isn't that the worst nightmare?!!

What do you do?? Sigh!!

There is always a savior!! I opened a cabinet right beside me and behold... Toilet paper!

Bless my wonderful husband for putting it there!

Have you ever had a crush on your doctor?

I had 2.

2 doctors that I am into.

One sticks his hand into my backside. Really!

Another touched my legs. And gave my mom a fake kneecap.

Both good-looking, eloquent and smart. What's not to like?

I want my job back

August 2010

I was back and wanted to go back to work.

I dressed up got into the car and drove to office

I arrived just in time 9am that's good. I can take my time to go in cos that's usually early for the office folks anyway.

Then I saw LeeLee hurry into the office.

Oh wow! What a change? I sensed the change in attitute. People from office now have a strong sense of discipline.

Ok that's it! I gotta hurry and show some urgency too. I should get in by 9am to get into my boss good books.

I walked in and there was this flight of stairs. Things looked different. Things have changed.

As I was walking up the stairs, I came to a step that was too high for most people to step up. Hmmm this is ridiculous. How do people get into the office?

Luckily there was an door opening to the left. I walked in.

The office looked full, everyone busy at their work.

Collegues greeted me happily.

I happily walked around talking to everyone.

As I wanted to sit down to start work, I had a realization!!

I resigned.

I don't have a job anymore.

I resigned! I was not on leave.

I really resigned.

Oh no! Can I get my job back?

Will my boss let me come back?

I have to find him!

I went around the office. He is not at his place. Even his secretary is not around.
Oh my! What do I do?

I woke up. I did resigned. I have no job. Blissfully happy. Should I get a job?