Another major shouting match

I shouted and shouted!

I was really angry. Only my mom could do that to me. She is amazing.

There is a Chinese saying, "Our bones have been mixed" - which means that we don't see eye to eye on anything. And this is true with me and mom.

I wish things could be different.

I pity my dad cos he is always stuck in the middle.

I do end up shouting at him too.

Anyway, I try my best to make things better for them but they don't trust me so they amke things difficult for me. I get mad.

After the shouting match, I do feel disturbed. I feel sad. I feel guilty.

But can I make amends? Can I get over my anger and be nice to them again.

I will have to get over my pride.

Damn! Why do they have to piss me off?